And If I'm Flying Solo. At Least I'm Flying Free

My all time favorite song from a musical. I will LEGIT blow whatever money it takes to see Wicked when it comes back to Chicago.


Things I need:
1. My hair done
2. money

Those two kind of go hand in hand. But I want to go to the Black and Gold ball and I will not be in attendance if my hair isn't done. Maybe I should get a quick weave. I hate glue though. Grrr. Decisions.

SN: Venom energy drinks are dangerous. Within like a minute of you drinking them your heart speeds up and you feel jittery and nervous by the end of the bottle. Idk why I keep drinking them. They're so tasty.

Mango is my new favorite fruit. Next to pomegranate. And Cantaloupe. YUMMM!!!

#Tangent: I really need good grades this quarter since I only have 3 classes. I can't believe my freshman year has been so dismal as far as academics go. Next year will be so much better. Pinky Promise.

BTW aka deep things I thought about during BSU today:

It does not help to search for love.
LoVe can be poison ivy, disguised as a rose- Kristin (quote me thanx)Roses die so quickly, why are they used to symbolize love?
A Rose with no thorns is like living life with no love.... (you dont experience the beauty of it all before it is tampered with. Have you ever seen roses when they're just growing? Its captivating)

I've always liked the idea of roses, but if someone bought me some I wouldn't be all that impressed. I like white roses though. They're gorgeous.

P.S I'm going to defy gravity. Just watch.

Lions and Tigers and Bears OH MY!

Okay boys are going crazy everywhere and carrying folders to cover their hard-ons is school for this new video by Ciara called Ride.


FIRST of all. I want that hair in her video. And it doesn't necessarily have to be blonde, but i would definitely like it to be that hairstyle. Can we say superstar?

SECOND of all. This all looks fine and dandy til u remember her legs are LONG AS HELL, so if she can 'ride' like that it would be a difficult and uncomfortable process for her. Also this video isn't as sexcii as people make it out to be, like sure her body is nice but shes a model what you expect? Plus she's so muscular and always wearing fitteds and channeling her inner man..idk..if I had a dick it wouldn't be too hard right now.







<------- You see this face? This is a not sad or happy face but more like a "damn huh?" face. Please disregard those previous posts about being happy and bullshyt like that.

Was that Tyrese singin about starting back at one?

That's like my life soundtrack..but only that little part..if it was put on repeat.

Note to self: Being under the influence doesn't solve problems..they'll be there in the morning like the Sun.


I am starting to lose faith in my own ability to be happy, and to choose the right people to care about and open my heart up to like, i need a class or something to direct me in what im doing wrong. Tutorial...

I really can't put into words how im feeling right now, like i haven't been wronged in anyway..i pulled the long end of the stick you can say...

P.S I'm ready to be like everyone else: heartless, uncaring, unemotional, don't care about being attached, shuffling boys like decks of cards...

But then I wouldn't be me anymore.

"It be like that sometimes"

Go Back to a Place Much Simpler Than This

This song takes me back to a really rough time in my "relationship". There were about 3 different fails going on at once, each more serious than the next. But it always seems like im starting over, because nothing's ever what it's meant to be, or what it appears its meant to be. Its all a MIRAGE.

Happy Birthday Jenny Snyder. You will always be missed. Its amazing how life can be snatched from under your feet so quickly. And no one seems to appreciate the joys life brings. That's why I try to live stress-free, and incorporate laughter and happiness into each of my days. Sadly today seems to be an exception.

SN: Yesterday I came in my dorm to find a note on all the 4th floor bathrooms saying that due to pipeline problems we were asked to refrain from using OUR OWN BATHROOMS but to feel free to use those on other floors. WTF if i was 3rd, 2nd or 1st floor I would lock my shyt. HELLL NOO you can't come in MY bathroom and use MY tissue, and MY shower. I would go across the street to my friends dorm before I did that.

BTW: My phone is off again. smh.

So i've been thinking about how when i read Revelations in the Bible, my Bible disappeared. Like legit came up missing, haven't seen it since and i'm still a little upset cuz it was my moms. But my aunty said that all the natural disasters and things that have been happening are a sign of the end of the world. Like at first I didn't believe that. Being Agnostic I don't believe much (except that the Illuminati more than likely exists and that people really do behave as their zodiac signs say they do). But anyways, if the world ends in 2012 why would you want to die lonely? No one wants commitment nowadays I just don't understand, and maybe I'm just delusional, or more mature than I should be for a young college student in the city, but I know what I want and I can't seem to be able to find it.

P.S My biggest fear (besides death), is being used by someone I care about. Cuz I never did anything to hurt anyone, so why would anyone want to hurt me?

P.P.S I prefer not to live in someone's shadow.

Shooting Stars...

This is my NEW FAVORITE SONG



I normally don't believe in stress. Like I normally just let life carry me wherever. But stress is getting the better of me.

Happy Belated 4/20.

Withdrawing from HON 102. I'll handle that requirement next year when I have "more commitment" like my professor suggested. More time with fewer classes, i want all B+'s (i never shoot for A's why be disappointed?)

I need DePaul to put all its loop classes into one building. Because 14 E. JAckson is full of Everest College students like im not tryin to be rude but if theyre all going for like nursing or something, there's not nan one of them i would want as my nurse or my child's nurse. They're rude and ghetto and loud and generally aggressive looking. Fail.

P.S I think I have a complex for guys with 4 letter names. Sure hope they don't all end up being the same.

Once Upon a Time

#nowplaying



Yes im a fan
Its been a while since I last posted. Since then i've played hide n' seek in Oz Park, won the stroll like a nupe competition and other various things that made me quite happy.

-----> This is me happy :)

I now have money, and soon will have phone service. Life is improving.

<----Love my friends

P.S You are ALL the LoVes of my life (Lakeview 06)

Love Me, Love Me, Say That You Love Me, Fool Me, Fool Me...

Today's Mood: Dancing through life, well kind of falling over my feet.





I feel like that ^^^^^^^^^

Today was super hot, but around evening I was quite regretful that I wasn't wearing many clothes. Day in the life: Class, lunch in the loop, class, BSU meeting, eat, homework.

I went to the sketchiest job interview at Red Mango today. The guy pulled out a piece of printer paper, that already had information from 3 other ppl on it and he asked me questions for 5 mins. And it was over.
WTF
How can you possibly determine whether or not you want to hire someone from a 5 minute conversation? Okay lets hope i can get this job, I can't wait to get money again.


In other news I'm the biggest procrastinator ever. Wiki post due at 8am and I did it in 30 mins and submitted at 7:59. Thought it was horrible BUT she talked about how awesome my assignment was for quite some time. I have a gift its clearly obvious. I did a 5 page paper in like and hour and got a B. Get Like Me.

P.S I didn't eat as much today.

Brotha from another motha

I can honestly say that I have had some bad relationships. Ive been cheated on multiple times and have been on by far the largest Emotional Rollercoaster. But one thing I have yet to experience is being in a relationship with a man who is DL. WHOA. I cant even imagine how hurtful it must be to be in love with someone who prefers men. It is the year 2010. Being gay is OKAY! Don't ever think you can use me as a cover! No one cares about your sexuality, so there's no need to keep lying to everyone. Get it together. K thanx.

Anyways...

Day in the Life: Wake up, can't figure out what to wear, struggle, grab rice, head to loop for french, french test goes horribly, eat, go to S.T.R.O.N.G, stroll like a nupe practice, homework.

Such an eventful day.

P.S- I have a crush. :/ And I don't know what to do. My past relationships have been really damaging to my trust in males. Around me there are few positive examples of successful college relationships. But as a Libra, and as Kristin I crave companionship. I love it...running from it is like a turtle trying to outrun a cheetah. Pointless attempt, and very little chance of escape. Wonder how they feel? -_-

Kiely Williams Lyrics Fail

You can say what you want but
You can call me a slut but
What he did to me last night felt so good
I must have been on drugs
I hope he used a rubber
Or I'mma be in trouble
Promise I don't remember


--SO former Cheetah Girl doesn't know if she used a condom because she was too drunk to remember. Call her SLUT but shoooott she dont care no way!

PSA: Please use a condom. EVERY time. EVERY SINGLE TIME. Unless you really want a baby. Or a STD. Just sayin.

Welcome to my World

Day in the Life: Wake up, eat, homework, eat, homework, sit around and sing songs while continuing homework. Get like me.

College can be quite rough, glad I've met such wonderful people since I've been here. Thanks for being the piss in my pants. --Sappy Post